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You guys!

I have been a horrible blogger.

And I have left you all hanging for much too long.

Now that I feel my life getting back in order, and I feel like I can make time for things other than school, work and church, I promise I'm going to come up with some posts!

{I'm not promising they will be good.}

But they will be posts!

How are you guys?! Tell me everything.

I'll wear my pearls.

Lately I've been obsessed with playing my guitar.

It probably stemmed from be starting my guitar class at ASU, which is easy peasy lemon squeezy.

So! My guitar teacher gives me harder material to work on.

Which in turn makes me want to play more.

Which in turn makes me want to learn new songs!

Plus, I think it's been way too long since I've posted one of these.

Enjoy.

If I Die Young from Brittany Lewis on Vimeo.

I really miss blogging.

And I'm going to try and get back into the swing of things.

My life has been one big rollercoaster ride after another, I just haven't had time to sit and think!

But I think about blogging all the time.

And what my next post is going to be about.

And hopefully, now that I'm functioning properly once again, I will be able to bring beautiful posts back into your lives! Aren't you excited? I know, me too.

Thank you to all of you who commented on my post last week, it feels so good to know that you guys care.

I guess I should finish the rest of my story.

I was pretty much a mess the entire week after the break up.

I couldn't eat. I couldn't be around people. I couldn't talk.

I felt all week that I hadn't gotten the chance to have my say on things. To tell him he was wrong and that I knew it was true in my heart.

That Sunday I got that chance.

I went to his house and told him everything that I had been keeping from him all week.

The answer from him was a resounding no. This isn't going to happen.

I cried, I left, for church.

On my way to church I felt an overwhelming calm come over me, a comforting feeling.

I haven't cried since.